Weekend Update: December 5

Ok thus today is non technically Fri but I had to displace some things only about for a fun review weblog postal service (and MAJOR giveaway!!!!) going alive tomorrow! So today is Thursday and I'm non trying to trace a fast ane on you lot lol.
What I Bought: -New Tory Burch sunglasses -A navy headband (hopefully I'll similar it equally much equally my black!) -White mini skirt for my honeymoon -This white We Wore What hand together with bottom skirt set -Another eyelet wearing clothing for my honeymoon -A crochet swim tunic -Another maxi skirt for the trip -This bluish seersucker bow ane piece -More earrings... inwards yellow! -A signet ring -Denim shorts inwards blue together with white -This super elementary white coverup

NYC Life: The foremost component of this calendar week was great! Getting dorsum inwards the routine of things, hanging amongst Dixie, seeing Ashby, doing some vacation materials only about the city... but thus final dark happened. I was going to portion the below on stories but idea it was improve for here...
This past times calendar month has been super stressful, equally it’s our busy flavor equally bloggers together with I only experience super overwhelmed past times everything I ask to create earlier my honeymoon (as I invention on taking it off) So today I was running only about trying to grab upwards together with I e'er experience behind when I’m non doing my normal routine (I call upwards I felt similar that when I worked inwards an component too. I ask a routine to experience grounded.) Anyway... was running only about together with totally forgot to eat. OBVIOUSLY non on purpose, that's only how busy my twenty-four hours was. I had a small-scale breakfast but come upwards 5:30 when Andrew got dwelling trouble solid I hadn’t eaten much. I didn't fifty-fifty mean value close it.

So amongst a bad combination of non eating together with stress, I had my foremost total anxiety assail inwards what feels similar a yr (the final ane I tin call upwards that was this bad was at operate final year). I had some that were unopen to attacks only about the marriage but cipher equally crippling equally this. I gauge if nosotros were to pose a reveal amongst it, final yr were 9s, weddings were 6/7 together with today was a 10.
So it's a positive since it's been so long since it happened but also (obviously) a negative because I call upwards how scary they are! Today’s was maybe ane of my worsts ever.

This ane started amongst my ticker BEATING out of my chest. I was shaking together with sweating (but my torso was cold) together with I realize at ane time equally I’m typing this, it was due to a rush of adrenaline together with that my torso was manufacturing to assist salve itself. 
It was something thus child that triggered it together with correct earlier it striking (I was similar at a 3) I realized I hadn't eaten. So I got upwards to larn a snack together with started crying to Andrew over what had triggered it. And thus it hit, I started absolutely sobbing together with hyperventilating. So much thus that I got genuinely featherbrained together with my torso gave out. I didn't faint, equally I call upwards everything kind of, but my torso literally roughshod to the ground. If in that location was a pace correct earlier fainting, that was me. Thankfully Andrew was asset me at the fourth dimension (he was consoling my assail trying to calm me) because the side past times side matter I knew I was on the ground.
I'm doing improve than I was at that minute but it was genuinely scary. Also, something similar that is genuinely emotionally draining together with extremely exhausting. So the residue of the dark (and equally I'm typing this) I only experience genuinely sleepy, lethargic, together with a sense of only going through the motions.
I volition experience improve but I only wanted to portion that side that maybe you lot won't encounter on here. I've struggled amongst mental wellness my whole life together with 99% of the fourth dimension I say that I receive got it managed properly. I brain to my body, I accept attention of myself... but in that location volition e'er live that 1% of fourth dimension where it's out of your control. It's normal but it's OK!
Weekend Plans: Omg this is the final weekend we'll live inwards the states for the entire year! Isn't that crazy but also super overwhelming lol. So it volition in all probability live lots of catching upwards on last-minute things together with hanging inwards Westchester ane final fourth dimension earlier nosotros leave! Tomorrow I'm (hopefully) heading to the H2O ice skating rink inwards Bryant Park together with seeing my friend Sarah spell she is inwards town!!
A Must Watch: The Mandalorian on Disney+!! I only started watching amongst Andrew together with it's genuinely really cute (Baby Yoda O-M-G!!) -- this is coming from person who has never seen Star Wars. It's a good, stand-alone present activeness that I mean value anyone volition like.
Most Popular Item of the Week: Surprisingly my favorite mock cervix sweater! I was non expecting that but it looks to live the #1 seller of the week. Happy because you lot all ask it but surprised that you're listening lol.
Amazon Purchases: -I bought Incoherent, a fun novel game, to play amongst my fam over thanksgiving -I also picked upwards Catan but nosotros didn't larn only about to playing it! -My cousin didn't receive got an avocado slicer together with since this is the greatest kitchen exceptional inwards the world, I bought her one! -Some reusable lids -Shedding gloves for Dixie (who hates anything of the sort) -A mini band lite for IG stories!
Holiday Gift of the Week: Allbirds! The perfect gift for everyone my dad together with Andrew both receive got a duad that they habiliment all the time. I got this for my dad final Christmas (Andrew got a GC from his sis same time) together with he loved them! Sometimes shoes tin live difficult to store for but these are genuinely universally loved.
Holiday Giveaway: I only announced a fun giveaway amongst Kate together with Abbie for a $300 giftcard to J. Crew!! You tin come inwards on my IG hither to win! Also doing a really fun giveaway on Saturday!!!

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